Friday, December 14, 2007

12/14/2007 - Ice Storm 2007

The backyard is in shambles, and no picture we take could do justice to the carnage. We drive down the street and it's a little sad to see the trees that once stood so tall and majestic, and are now heaps of broken branches and twisted trunks. We've just come out of "Ice Storm 2007" (don't you just love how there's a catchy name now for every event that happens in the world?) and we're really no worse for wear.


It could have been worse, actually. It started raining (and freezing) on Sunday. By Sunday night Tim and I were in the backyard ogling the thick ice collecting on everything. Then we heard the cracks. Gunshot cracks, they were, but nothing actually happened and so we thought we were safe. Good to go, you know? Except that we weren't. I think it was the giant bradford pear that fell first. A third of it went straight into the middle of the yard; no harm done there. The next third landed on the fence, which is still, 5 days later, leaning at a crazy angle. The last third came straignt toward the house, took off part of the gutter and it still partly on the roof. But, no other damage, thank goodness. And it was the other tree we were worried about all along. The one that, you know, leans right over the roof of the house. Lots of prayer later, that tree is still mostly intact and didn't cause any damage at all. Whew. I'm happy not to have to run from the bathroom every time I hear a crack, scared that the roof will soon fall in on me. On the toilet, no less. How embarassing would that be? And I'm also happy not to have to worry about rescuing the boys from a falling roof, as well. My heart in my throat, plans about which kid to grab first and which way to run sprint through my head at the slightest sound. Again, whew.


There are new things for me to be thankful about, too. For instance, having heat and electricity. How often do I take these simple things for granted? But on Monday, when we were in the cold and dark, I learned that I'm so grateful to, say, have a lamp to read by. Or have light to cook by. That I simply push the button for the garage door to open, and don't think twice about it. We spent part of the day out, and came home to cold and dark. Tim had to go to work, and I was left unprepared and empty handed with the boys. What's worse was that since we've remodeled our living room wall, we didn't even have a fireplace cover, and my fears of random sparks catching the hair of a child on fire kept me from lighting it for a while. But as the thermostat reading dropped lower and lower, and as the kids and I added layer after layer, I decided something must be done. I went to the garage and retrieved the old fireplace doors we'd taken off, and hauled it inside. After what seemed like eternity (I mean it had to have been 20 minutes, at least) with a 50 pound fireplace cover trying to fall on myself and the two boys climbing over my back and legs, I fimally figured out how to attach at least the right side of it to the wall. We had fire! And as I fixed a peanut butter and honey sandwich, opened a can of chili by candlelight (did I mention we have a gas stove?), and put the milk and chicken on the back porch to keep cold, I figured we'd done pretty well. I mean it was only 5:15, but still, we'd conquered half the day. And with dark coming early, both of the kids were in bed at 7:00. Woo hoo! Tim came and we had grand plans to play a game by the fireplace, then go to bed early. Of course, that's when the power came back on. So we spent the rest of the evening watching TV and playing on the computer. It's the American way, you know.

Tuesday, December 04, 2007

12/4/07 - Night to Remember

We've been out tonight doing Christmassy things, and trying to be a normal family who actually does these kinds of things together. For the night we tried to pretend that we weren't in an eternal state of freaking out that it was 7:00 and the kids weren't in the bath. It's 8:30 and the kids aren't in bed! It's 9:30 and we're just driving home!


Can you imagine that there are things to do in Oklahoma around Christmas? Knock us over with a feather, but there's this tiny town about 40 miles away that is apparently the biggest attraction in the state around Christmastime. Over 3 million lights, a pond, bridges, hot chocolate and carriage rides . . . we were in a Christmas wonderland. It's actually a wonder that we made it out of the car, since it's something that you can drive or walk through, and Jonah was asleep. Tim, "I though we'd just drive through, you know . . . since we don't want to wake Jonah." Me (being pouty and sarcastic in a really communicative effort to portray my true feelings), "Fine, if that's what you think is best." Communication issues aside, we ended up waking Jonah, taking a carriage ride, snapping several dozen pictures and having a great time. Joshua asked in amazement, "Is it so silly that it's the middle of the night and we're not in bed?" Yes sweetheart, it is.



And thankfully the batteries to the camera died in the middle of everything so that we were forced to look around and enjoy the night. To actually be there with our kids, and not spend the evening trying to take the Greatest Christmas Picture of All Time. Which is, of course, what I would have done. Do you ever do that? Get so caught up in the logistics of things that you forget to be fully present, fully aware of the wonders around you? Because I do. And then I look at Jonah's face, gazing intently and in awe at the lights and the people, listening with rapture to the Nutcracker symphony over the loudspeakers. I see Joshua running with abandon through the tunnel of lights, dancing in circles. I see my husband's eyes twinkle as he watches them both, and if I could pause time and stay forever in that moment I might. Just me and my family, lights and swirling all around and we're in a vacuum of ourselves. Forget job worries, house worries, car worries. Let us be, just for tonight, young again and in awe. Fully present and aware, fully loving and loved, creating joy and life for these children. It's what they deserve. Merry Christmas.


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